Savings

I randomly think of things I want to buy that I should save up for, so I thought I would just put them here :) Not in any particular order, really.

1. Handwritten Bible

2. Trip to Michigan

3. Skydiving??

4. Laptop

5. Christmas presents for people

6. School books and tuition

7. Apartment

8. Bucket list random things :)

9. Music

More to come!

Bucket List

Here is my bucket list, I just add things to it whenever I think of something :)

White Water Rafting

Speed Dating

Bungee Jumping

Buy a lottory ticket

Tatto

Drive a race car

Polar Plunge

Paintballing

School 4

Karaoke

Movie hop

Buy a tarantula

Shave head

own a truck

shooting range/hunting

see baby turtles hatch

sleep on beach

Go to Bertha, Fl

Eat a bug

punch someone

give blood

camp in grand canyon

see 7 wonders of the world

fly in a helicopter

ride a bull

swim with dolphins

see a NYC broadway show

Fall Plans

Summer has begun! It's going to be a great few months. But I have a ton of decisions to make for the fall!

First, I have to decide about school. I definitely want to go. I have 75% bright futures to help out with the costs and I am going to FSCJ (Florida's sucky crap jail haha) so it will b

e cheaper than other alternatives and it is close to home, so I can stay in town and work and go to the beach all the time (: But I still have to decide which classes to take and how many I want to and what a good schedule would be.

This also depends on where I am living. I would really REALLY Love to move to Country Club lakes (picture below) with my cousin, Sarah. She wants to move down here from Kentucky and that would be amazing and I would have so much freedom and it would b

e a great time, but I would also have a ton of bills and responsibilities. I don't know if I would be able to make enough money to pay for the rent, gas, groceries, insurance, phone, and anything else that I would have to pay for, which sucks. And if I couldn't get enough hours then I would need to find a better job and I don't want to leave CFA, but if I have to I might.

But, that also depends on how much I want to work, which depends on how many classes I am taking and when, which depends on EVERYTHING! Haha, it's a lot to think about and to decide, and in a very short time.

Pros to moving out:

• Freedom (the biggest thing. Includes staying up however late I want, going wherever I want, not having to ask or have a curfew. Not that I would do anything crazy and stupid but, it would be nice)
• Live with my cousin
• Live near beach and work and in a cute apartment
• Have a really good time and school year
• Everything good will happen!!!!!
• Not living at home, yay!

Cons to moving out:

• Cost a lot of money
• Be tired and busy all the time
• Risky (vague but, it is)
• I'm only 18, young? yes, I don't wanna grow up too fast, idk.

So it would be really cool to move out, but also probably stressful all the time! I am excited, and have the best friends and family who give the best advice and I am going to pray and hopefully God will show me which doors he has opened for me and which ones he has closed. I truly want to follow his path for my life, and don't want to get to wrapped up in having "freedom" that I miss it. If He wants me to stay at home for some reason, I will. I know that I would love to move out if everything works, but I don't want to focus all my time and energy on doing that if it's not what He wants. Ahh, life is confusing haha. Sometimes I wish I knew exactly what God was thinking and what He wants for me right now but I know I can't, and I won't, so

I just have to trust.

Pray pray pray and listen listen listen is what I am going to do!

Country Club Lakes Apartments, aren't they cute? It really is a cool place, the best one we have looked at so far.